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Posted by Ben in Some Other Things on August 26th 2009 @ 8:22pm GMT
I'm going to be honest for a moment. After I made the blog post on Monday asking for donations to help keep me alive, I had to go away and have a good cry. Having to ask you, the readers of this comic and people I don't even know, for money to help keep me afloat is one of the most difficult things I've ever had to do. It's not a pride thing, you need to understand that. As a kid I was always taught by my Mum that you don't ask people for help. You just don't.

It's ridiculous, I know. But it's stuck with me - particularly where money is concerned.

But the amount of aid I have received so far is so staggering that... well, I've been crying again. I started off trying to respond to each individual donation personally to say "Thank you" but they came in at such a rate that I can't even being to get through them all now. It's ridiculous. This sort of thing just shouldn't happen.

I could say "Thank you" to everyone who has donated so far. In fact I will - thank you. From the bottom of my heart, from the pit of my stomach, and from the very depths of my bank account, thank you. But I still feel hollow just putting my hands out like this, just asking people to throw money at me. And for what? Your choice of desktop wallpapers? Wallpapers I didn't even draw? I can't keep doing that. I feel guilty enough as it is asking for the money.

So here's what I'm doing - I'm working on a short story. It's a prequel of sorts to the comic, showing Meaney and Llewellyn's respective paths into the Lead Service and how they came to meet and become... well, not friends obviously, but how they became joined at the hip, as it were. It's not finished yet, but hopefully it'll be finished before the end of the week. I've been writing as a screenplay but I imagine I'll shift over to a more narrative format once I've got enough of the story laid down.

Once it's ready I will email it out to every single person who has made a donation since this Monday, regardless of the amount you donated. No one else will see this story. Ever. This is just for people who make a donation to me during this rough period, as a token of gratitude.

You can still make a donation. That button isn't going anywhere any time soon. So if you want to be one of those people who gets to read this story you can click the PayPal button below. Again, it doesn't matter how much you decide to donate. As a rather big chain of supermarkets in the UK are keen on saying, every little helps.



Thank you again. You are all wonderful, beautiful people.


9 Comments
Posted by Crow on August 27th 2009 @ 3:30am GMT
Ben - I guess it shows that, even in the unreality that is the cyber-world, people appreciate a unique voice and are willing to show that appreciation with more than just a positive comment. And if you ever doubt the worth of your webcomic endeavor, just think back to this time. One of the reasons I got into webcomics was because I wanted to put some positive energy into the world - create something that simply exists to make people happier, and I figured I could do it (in a small way) through nicky510.
That's what you're doing with jump-leads.
Best,
Crow

Posted by Maya on August 27th 2009 @ 3:55pm GMT
The way I see it, those of us who have chosen (very much of our own free will) to donate, aren't giving you a handout. We're simply giving a token of our appreciation of this great - free - comic. It's very reasonable that you should receive something for you effort Smiley

Good luck with the job hunting!

Posted by Crayzee Ivan on August 28th 2009 @ 2:17am GMT
Sent a little something your way. After all, your stories gave me a good time every time I read them, and that's worth a lot in my book.
I hope you will find a suitable job soon -- to say it as you british do: "Chin up old chap!" Smiley Better times _will_ come.

Posted by Joanna on August 30th 2009 @ 10:47pm GMT
Ben, believe me when I say that I know almost exactly how you feel. I'm still digging myself out from my period of unemployment, and I know how much not-fun it is. Just remember that no matter how bad things get, you can always -- always -- ask for help. I'm so glad we all were able to give it to you.

P.S. I've been reading Jump Leads since (quite literally) day one, and I'm still head over heels for it. Keep up the good work!

Posted by Nestor on August 31st 2009 @ 10:49am GMT
Trust me, I know where you're coming from. But way back during our first years of marriage, my wife and I went through very difficult times, and I was then amazed at the outpouring of help from people around us. I decided afterward that the best I could do in return was pay it forward.

As others have said, this wasn't a hand-out, it was a way to show our gratitude for your work and effort. If it helps, think of yourself as a busker, performing your art on the sidewalk of the Internet. We're just the appreciative audience. Grin

Posted by Ashalafar on September 1st 2009 @ 1:30pm GMT
Hey, crewbie. I started reading your comic after we spoke on ustream during a pvponline drawing, or at least I think it was. Started at the beginning and read the whole thing. I like it.

That would be why I donated and stuff. Guess I can understand your position on giving, but you've got to consider the fact that you, yourself, have been giving free stuff to the entire world since you started up in this gig.

What's wrong with making a living doing what you do?

Posted by Catherine on September 1st 2009 @ 6:19pm GMT
This is terrific, but when do we get to see Jump Leads: The Animated Series? And who's writing the songs for the musical episode?
Cheesy

Posted by Pooka on September 6th 2009 @ 5:33pm GMT
You're one of my best friends, of course I'd help out. And so I have.

Oh, and Catherine - the musical episode? I am. :p

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